Poetry, book reviews and some little articles about me
National Poetry Writing Month (NaPoWriMo)
Hello dear readers, here are all my poems for the April challenge NaPoWriMo – Thank you for reading ! I read them and corrected some typos (thank you Cate for the little hints too !) but some might still remain … I hope you enjoyed my words. It was a real pleasure to take part on it. I cannot thank you enough guys, both here and on other social medias (IG and Twitter) for the support, encouragement, and for always pushing me further in my writing ! Love you guys ! And I’m forever grateful ❤
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As the doors close behind us and night falls upon us Eyes meeting and lips biting
Desire that can be read on my succulent lips painted with deep purple red ready for mouthful sips
Take my clothes off and rip my tights off The warmth of your hands exploring your new lands
Thunder in my mind senses all mixed up Clever boy don’t you mind to deeply fill me up
Desire and lust the ache is a must for us to enjoy the touch of the toy
Curves shaped by your lips try hard and move down with your hands on my hips my shielding you put down
Your lips welcome my secret wetness my burning passion you now witness An emotional thunderstorm arching my body form
Delights for my body Screamed out to you New pleasures ready to meet those of you
And now the connection is raw and friction A sinful purge of an exquisite urge
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Words aren’t enough to let sorrow escape so I hope that tears will ease the pain To let it go out and empty me out in the deafening silence only my heavy breath breaks The ache is intense sharp and deep and leave behind a bleeding heart Alone and affraid I’m lost in my thoughts My mind is a cacophony of feelings and fears Each day, drowning deeper and deeper in my own wide and endless darkness I try but fail to reach the surface need for air so intense I die still a little more The bleeding doesn’t stop and fills my emptiness Infusion of my soul with darkened thoughts I kiss my demons and dance with them I grab their hands and let them guide me
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Let lust burn in my vein Under slow consumption of desire and pain An immediate connection
Feelings crashing Bodies burning The move is slow Yet abundant is the flow
Let me feed you Your lips become my seat where I give you what you’re craving to eat
Under your fingers’ touch By body in a crouch So intense is the lust accross my female’s bust
Please, come here and meet my soul and heart This is not the end Of me, you just made art
Treasuring this moment of internal satisfaction when I become the agent of your own redemption
Inner walls crumble My mind in a jumble I let you in and let you read And of my fears I get rid
Teasing and testing my limits you draw The pleasure of tasting from you what is raw
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I follow my shadow Making my path to the darkened world on the other side My demons are who I am now Infusing my mind my soul and my heart The screams inside Voices intermingled Madness growing silently in me I was entirety once I am now pieces
I crave for unity I long for understanding The pain still bleeds Empty, I was Yet my fears and my pain Now fill me within The dance is endless My demons, my partners They make me feel at home and secure Who am I now ? Only a shadow unable to feel not even pain I try to get up No strength remains Hope vanished long time ago I became my own fears
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One word …
and much pain
A poem written To let feelings out
A bleeding heart Penned in a blank page
Red words screaming what my voice can’t say
Blood flows free And ornates the page
One word …
It was all I needed To be born again Formed in ink
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I undress your soul fragile but pure To discover in you darkened corners
I kiss your wounds Raw bleeding flesh To heal and erase the scars of the past
I caress your lips sensually voluptuous To intoxicate you with my own delights
I taste your skin Sweet, wet and soft To leave on you the trace of my lust
I lick your breast hard and succulent To indulge you and your wildest thoughts
I savor you sins fully exposed To mark you as mine in eternal desire
We unite bodies aching pleasure To gather pieces in our own entirety
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Death …
such an attractive word To kiss and embrace peace of the dark
Worries blown away by the appeasing breath of devil ghosts
Voices …
such a cheering sound To call and reassure darkened thoughts
Maddening whispers a fake promise of a better tomorrow
Pain …
such a healing feeling To hurt and bleed one last time
Overwhelming release wrapped in serenity and breathing again
Though Silented screams inside blade offering aching pleasure Self-destruction or self-rebirth
To live … or to die
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Born to please I live to seduce Every inch of your skin becomes my target
Delights for my tongue A sinful pleasure my soul craves to feel
I worship your body a treasure to explore Heart rate speeding as I discover your secrets
Bound and handcuffed Your needs are orders My eyes meet yours as my mouth tastes you
I submit to your demands and to you, I open myself The need is intense The passion, raging
The crash of our bodies powerful and vigorous Bewitching explosion Hunger for you satisfied
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I kiss you goodbye Flame extinguished Only memories survive Birth of pain And death of hope My tears carry The weight of my love Rolling down my cheeks Visible scars left behind I still can feel your breath on my neck And the scent of your skin Drown in emptiness My soul aches And keeps falling In endless emptiness
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Love … like fire It burns your skin and warms your heart
Love … like fire Slow consumption of every sin of yours
Love … like fire It extinguishes when it’s not maintained
And by the end of it love turns into ashes … blown away … in a heartbeat
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Summer The smell of rain down our ardent bodies The touch of the Sun drying us out
As night falls upon Desire rises You and only you can make me feel breathless
We, Gods and Godesses we write down sins with tongues and fingers on our flawless skin A magical picture our love frames
Bound and condemned to please and serve each other’s needs I kneel and submit waiting for you to feed my lust
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Blindfolded I can smell the scent of your arousal Heavy air filled with desire
Handcuffed I can feel your fingers burning my skin A simple touch to take me away
Naked I can hear your moans as you taste my fluids Your tongue plays and slips inside me
Lips biting silenting my lust Each lick takes me closer to you Deeper and deeper you own me Untamed intensity of your worship Passion consumed in delightful treat The hardness of my body screams out your name A wave going down my body shaking within every inch Craving satisfied as I let myself go in your opened mouth
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My head is a mess pain and pleasure explosive mix of intense feelings
I feed your needs as your lips find their home between my tights
My hands … tightened Your body … untouchable craving to become the target of my mouth
You torn me open At the edge, we live, that moment of passion lenghtening desire
The smell of your wet skin The melody of your breath Intoxicating my body Lust escaping my mouth
Deep and intense sensation My breath taken away The need satisfied Our bodies …. united
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If I were a poem …
The blank page on which you lay me down every curve of every letter precisely drawn with passion
The intoxicating scent of ink and dust wraping me with a delightful caress
The words I create under you, Pen The story of a lifetime forever engraved
The love I bleed from your ink, Pen Your heart writes me hoping to heal
If I were a poem … I’ll be the one in between the pages of your heart Seducing you with beauty and truth Raw and delicate I’ll be the poem of our love
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I wish I could let you touch my page The one I ornated with my tears and love The blank page now filled with endless words of pain of hope of joy
I wish you would want to read that page Caressing every word about you about us To feel intense and raw feelings To discover what I couldn’t tell you
But you walked away and … closed the book
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My heart bleeding shattered I fought to rebuilt it I grew stronger Alone walking my way to healing without you
Long, cold and dark the tunnel I was walking in Breathless Heart aching Living or dying Lost I stopped fighting
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In the darkness of the room I wait for you Sultry and confidente I wait for the time When I will tell you My biggest fantasies A sweet whisper in your ear To color your cheeks And the delightful touch My lips offer Candle light warming My bare body I wait for the moment you will open the button The one and only one Barrier to my skin And I wait for you To satisfy my craving Of you owning me To mark me as yours As I give myself entirely To your willd
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Slowly undress me
Button after button
Kiss and taste
Every single inch
Yours to enjoy
Mine to give
Seduce my body
Rightly caress me
Feed me entirely
Fill me entirely
Pain becomes desire
Need becomes lust
Our fluids mixed
A delightful cacophony
Sound and thrust
A perfect harmony
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I kissed you goodbye before I fell into the darker side …
Alone Weeping Broken My shattered pieces laid on the floor we used to run on
Lost Tired Hurt Heartbeats fading Meeting silented mouth and screaming mind
Used Fucked Empty I was left bleeding Pain flowing free from my wrists …
Into the darker side I fell, before I started living again on the other side
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We carry our pain In a suitcase Some days it’s heavy Some days we wear it It travels with us Every time we go Away from it Maybe it’s meant To be with us Always So we have To accept it To live and adore The pain in us For it becomes Our strength And the scars, The beauty We carry
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Pushed agaisnt the wall Hands hold by yours Deep kisses Tongue caresses
Intense urge to touch to own you your body To worship your curves and taste your skin
Lifted My knees around your waist My neck offering solace for your lips
Brutal craving to feel desire to hear my name screamed to ache intense love
Naked My body laid on the bed A view shaped my your shinny chest
Hasty raise of lust one more button to let it out and please my every need of you
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I dance barefoot boned and stoned All night finding festive tranquility A guiding light showing me the path to Hell I fall and fall I still feel the same Living high on words on love Earth falls apart under my feet Clothes ripped off maniac intentions to kiss the devil I am everything you would never be A bleeding soul in a scarful body
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Dancing over a piano’s melody Creating music of love of desire Expressing pain and hopes Vibrations of the soul Shattering pieces Clinging to each other Trying not to break Wild thoughts Running free She got transported away in her own wonderland
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Wounds… deep bleeding
Mind … lost a mess
Heart… broken empty
Body… bruised cold
I push the thorns deeper and deeper Intense pleasure as I feel the pain piercing my soul I leave and walk towards a darker world Hell is empty and all the devils are here I dance with them I kiss them Let them hug me and fall with them
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Against the wall Misty and cold My bare body Shapes a mark
You kiss me deep Wetness of your tongue my new addiction
Ardent are our bodies Your fingers running free To touch in depth My whole given desire
You kiss me deep Your tongue tasting Lust flowing free
At each thrust My body arches To feel in depth Your growing need
I am now One touch away Of ultimate release
At each thrust Your eyes darkened With desire and need As you own me
I try to find the last gleam of light of hope Breathing the last wave of fresh air Touching one last time life I try to recall the echoes of your laughter Vivid memories of a past no longer existing
In the dark I try to hold on But I just can’t anymore
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I gave you the cards to play the game Your rules My rules We played Over and over taking risks to lose the hand to break the rules to taste the limits
Last card to be played Ace of Heart Last chance to win You were the one who had it Final stroke I’m put down You win The price My heart for you to destroy once again
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Cries That can’t Be heard Deafening Silence Repressed Emotions I try To free Myself My soul Fears Doubts Memories All chains Keeping Me down I break them One by one Releasing Everything So I can Be myself At last
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Running free In the endless Wild field Sun and wind Caressing My face And hair Barefoot Bohemian feels Releasing Fears Breathing Fresh air Dancing At the Rythme Of life
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I write him my fantasies in poems, my dreams in prose
I kiss him with my words Delicious tastings and feelings
I inhale his scent A cast capturing my soul
I undress his heart Breaking his inner wall
I explore him Hands touching his secret places
Powerful Rough and tender love making all night long …
A life lover's diary 